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... and I am down with the blues.

*sighs* I am down in the dumps you guys. Have you guys ever felt like everything you do is just not good enough or up to the standard as compared to everyone else in your group?

This feeling suck ass, man! I'm suppose to be focusing on my second research paper but I'm too sad and unmotivated to do it. Ever since I've received my result for research paper one, I just felt so demotivated. I am thankful that I passed it and all, but my result suck balls! I barely passed the damn thing! It annoys me because I actually tried my best to complete it and I thought I could get a good mark on it... but no.... The same also goes for my exam results. Just a pass. However, everyone else seems to be getting super high marks, 70%, 80% and 90% and they are receiving scholarships and job offers left and right, and I'm just here like... "Hey, I passed. Welp. :I " I know I shouldn't complain and all because I know some people do work super hard to get what they want but
I can't help but feel so stupid and inadequate as compared to my other classmates. Is this what it feels like... to know your level of intelligence can never match up to the international level/standard?

Holy crap, this sucks! I need to study more or something... but I feel so depressed and stupid... ;_;

Aaaaaaaaaaaa! Do you guys have any motivational or inspiring books or talks that you guys can recommend to me? I seriously need a boost of motivation to get me going. I think I ran out of it a long time ago..... *cry*

I'm sorry for the negative post everyone, I just need to vent and I don't have anywhere else to go for that... *cries more*
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: 'A Higher Place' by Adam Levine
  • Reading: The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
  • Watching: Transformers RID 2015
  • Eating: Noodles
  • Drinking: Peppermint green tea

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BlackDragonQueen69 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015  Student General Artist
mrfarts.deviantart.com/journal/Find-The-Unknown-Talents-and-Earn-Points-1-50-538956540
i really like your art and think your awesome so I put your icon on my list
im sorry if I upset you and let me know if would you like me to remove it if your not ok with it
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BrokenDeathAngel Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hiya! No problem. I don't mind. :D
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maon0210 Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!
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BrokenDeathAngel Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome. :D
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SapphireRuma60 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2015  New Deviant Student Traditional Artist
"Brokendeathangel" can you draw my OC please !
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BrokenDeathAngel Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sorry, I don't take request at the moment. ^w^;
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SapphireRuma60 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  New Deviant Student Traditional Artist
-_-
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BlueHecate Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2015  Student Photographer
Hey there! How are you doing? Haven't heard from you in a bit and I'm curious to know how you're holding up ^w^
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BrokenDeathAngel Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Heya Blue! I'm doing okay. How are you doing? :D
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BlueHecate Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2015  Student Photographer
I'm alright...graduated college and now I don''t know what to do with my life. I've only known going to classes and stuff. I can't live in the real world!! XD
I'll be fine though and figure out something. So are you still in the Great UK?
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